一波未平，一波又起

没用

真的很没用

唉。。。

才刚做错一件事

自己都还没释怀，第二件事又来了

这次是第二个人

倒不如说，是一群人

算

不想提了

也不想解释

唉

我宁愿你骂我

要不然要我补偿还是怎样都好

当作没发生

太难

原谅不了我自己

宽容不了自己的过错

这就是我

唉

眼泪

掉不下来

这也是我

恨不得大哭一场

说不定能把这两件事

我的过错

冲淡些

不常哭，想哭也哭不了

这也是我

我能要求

你，你们骂我吗？

唉

argh yea .. damn.. oh .. shyt

=.= thats why i really need to say sorry to everyone

my bad temper do causes me probs

i always do mistakes in my life

say the wrong thing that i shouldn't say

behave badly that i shouldn't be

maybe its too late for me to apologize

its too late.. after i done something bad

it already happened

there's no turning back

i cant turn back the time , i cant reverse things that i have done

haiz....

but 1 thing im sure

i will control myself better

i wont let myself repeat the same mistake again

no way ... i cant always hurt people like this

argghhhh

im bad

im bad .. haiz....

please point out my mistake

im nt matured , and childish sometimes

T^T

if its really my mistake .. im will apologize

haiz.. SORRY

to all my frens .. especially you

and i know my family dont read this

i still wanna say sorry .. i do dont treat them that nice

haiz..

Auburn: All About Him LYRICS VIDEO (Official, 2010).

what a cute song ~ XD


'Cause I'm all about him, him, him, him, him
And he's all about me, me, me, me, me
And we don't give a dang, dang, dang, dang, dang
About nobody-e-e-e

'Cause I'm all about him, him, him, him, him
And he's all about me, me, me, me, me
And we don't give a dang, dang, dang, dang, dang
About nobody-e-e-e
Well, had him shooting for me like a ball team
Every guy was a knock out, Don King
But not none of 'em had smarts, that's my thing
It's not enough to have balls, Spalding, ha
One day by Starbucks
I bumped into a guy rocking black Chucks
He said "Excuse me beautiful," I said, "Aww, shucks"
And then he asked, "Well, ay, wanna grab lunch?"

Never ever ever met a guy so fly
Got me hooked like apple pie, I
Think I'm falling and I don't know why
But I won't fight these butterflies

'Cause I'm all about him, him, him, him, him
And he's all about me, me, me, me, me
And we don't give a dang, dang, dang, dang, dang
About nobody-e-e-e

'Cause I'm all about him, him, him, him, him
And he's all about me, me, me, me, me
And we don't give a dang, dang, dang, dang, dang
About nobody-e-e-e

And I swear what we have is just super cool
The way he's always in my head like a Bluetooth
I got a text from him, he said come through
Told me that he wants to kick it, Kung Fu
Don't do nothing much at all
Just we and his boys watching football
He asked for a kiss (Muah) So I gave him two
He said, "Well, thankyou, baby," I said, "You're welcome, boo"

Never ever ever met a guy so fly
Got me hooked like apple pie, I
Think I'm falling and I don't know why



But I won't fight these butterflies

'Cause I'm all about him, him, him, him, him
And he's all about me, me, me, me, me
And we don't give a dang, dang, dang, dang, dang
About nobody-e-e-e

'Cause I'm all about him, him, him, him, him
And he's all about me, me, me, me, me
And we don't give a dang, dang, dang, dang, dang
About nobody-e-e-e

No, I don't need no fancy cars
And I don't need no diamond rings
My baby is all I need and more
'Cause I don't need those extra things
It's not about you (Oh-oh-oh-oh) (It's not about you)
It's not about them (Oh-oh-oh-oh) (It's not about them)
It's all about me (Oh-oh-oh-oh) (It's all about me)
And it's all about him (Oh-oh-oh-oh) (It's all about him)

Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
Said it's all about him, yeah

'Cause I'm all about him, him, him, him, him
And he's all about me, me, me, me, me
And we don't give a dang, dang, dang, dang, dang
About nobody-e-e-e

'Cause I'm all about him, him, him, him, him
And he's all about me, me, me, me, me
And we don't give a dang, dang, dang, dang, dang
About nobody-e-e-e

(Oh-oh-oh-oh) 'Cause I'm all about him
(Oh-oh-oh-oh) 'Cause I'm all about him
(Oh-oh-oh-oh) I'm all about him
(Oh-oh-oh-oh) And we don't give a dang, dang, dang
(Oh-oh-oh-oh) It's all about you
(Oh-oh-oh-oh) It's all about you, boy
(Oh-oh-oh-oh) It's all about you
(Oh-oh-oh-oh)

i stay quite when i want to

first of all

my mood is really not that good these days

i dont know why , but i guess the main reason causing my bad mood is because the exam is just around the corner

again i want to say I HATE EXAM

haiz...

but .. i still need to face that

since my mood and my temper is not good

so i want to say SORRY to you

to everyone that i know

SORRY if i made u angry or if i mad with you

i didnt mean to ><

SORRY ... really sorry ...

is it my fault if i keep something to myself and dont tell you?

argh.. just lazy to explain

erm well.. i know u always curious of everything

but then... please also tolerate with me

u want to know everything

but me

is kind of people that

dont like to tell everything

actually not i dont want to tell

is just lazy to explain

why i nid to explain behalf of him?

im just lazy

if u are really curious of that

u can ask him straight away

im sure he is willing to explain to you

aactually u already know the only reason XP

hope u wont angry with me

thats all i wanna say

i hope u r reading this

*************************************************

夕阳。。。无限好，只是近黄昏

夕阳，是黑夜到来之前

美丽但短暂的时刻

我喜欢夕阳

我喜欢被染红的白云

夕阳的天空

总是那么美丽，甚至是。。壮观。

我喜欢观察夕阳的天空

多变的云彩，

也看鸟儿们成群归家的画面

夕阳，总会使我的心情泛起涟漪

因为每当夕阳来临时

都会勾起，我对你的思念。。。

还有许多的回忆。。。 。。。

你又带我来到了

我最喜欢的地方

广阔又翠绿的大草场

我手上拿着的是

你亲手制作的风筝，

你说，

把愿望写在纸风筝上

然后让风把它带上蓝天，

天上的小天使看见了我的愿望

就会帮我实现我的心愿。

我相信了你说的话，

把要你永远陪伴我的愿望

写在了风筝上

期望着，你会一直在我身边。

或许是当时的我太孤单了，

唯一的玩伴就是你，需要你。。。

啊。。。 又做了一场梦，非常有真实感的梦。。。

不对，刚刚那。。。不是梦

是我对你零碎的记忆的一部分。。。

那是真实的回忆

其实，小天使们似乎遗漏了我写的愿望

因为

你还是离开了我。。。 。。。

你对我说过的话

还在耳边作响

记得你要我

好好的读书

要尊敬父母

爱护弟妹

我不曾忘记，你说过的话

你还说，千万不要为你的离开而感到难过

生死，是人生的必然

但，不为你难过的承诺

我并没有做到

你离开的那个傍晚，

我的泪水，不听使唤地涌了下来。。。

泪水在夕阳的照耀下

可能折射出了漂亮的彩虹

虽然你离开了我

但你留下了许多温暖的回忆

你的好，你所有的话

全部，都锁在我的心中

你，会活在我的心里

直到永远

生命。。。是短暂的吗？

对我来说，是的。。。

生命像夕阳一样

美丽。。但却很短暂

我已学会把握这难得的生命

好好地活。。。

我答应自己，

绝对不能让自己的生命有任何的遗憾

谢谢你

用你的生命带给了我那么多的启发

希望

我们来世有机会再见。。。

LOVE?

有你真好

不知不觉中

我已经习惯了有你的日子

喜欢你

每天都和我说话

就算不能面对面地交谈

我还是希望能和你

通几封短信

我只想

知道你多一些

你过得好吗？

我只想

和你诉说生活中的压力

而你

就像是一个垃圾桶，快乐的垃圾桶

所有被抛进去的烦恼

不会再缠着我

你总有办法

让我重展笑颜

用更好的心情，走向明天

谢谢你

让我觉得每天的阳光是温暖心房的，而不是灼热的

谢谢你

陪伴我，使我不再害怕黑夜

我喜欢你

手指在琴键上跳舞时所谱出来的乐章

美妙动听的曲子

一首又一首

不停的回荡

特别喜欢你弹奏我最爱的情歌

还记得

我第一次喜欢上你的时候

是从听你弹奏那首曲子的时候

谢谢你

从不会在意我的坏脾气

偶尔和你斗嘴

也只不过是我自己在闹脾气

谢谢你

总会向顽固的我低头

虽然错的不是你

谢谢你

在我心情不好的时候

依然陪伴着我

给我加油以及鼓励的话

也喜欢你

牵着我逛

走着走着

心情就变好了

你是我

所有坏心情的解药

我不敢想象

没有你的日子

会是怎样的

是你

陪我走过了许多风风雨雨

是你

在我跌倒时

不嫌我脏

愿意伸手拉我一把的人

是你

使我的生活不再孤独

是你

让我看见了生命的彩虹

感谢上天

派了你当我的天使

我打从心底珍惜这难得的缘份

就算

我们不能一起走到生命的尽头

但只要现在有机会和你在一起

我就已经心满意足了

我爱你。。。。。。

我爱你们。。。。。。

朋友。。。。。。

**********************

这是我想对我所有朋友说的话

谢谢你们

BF's birthday party ! 19/2/11

first of all ! happy birthday to zx ~ haha

the party was so awesome

cuz all sampat and sakai frens gather together and celebrate

haha

the ' music chair ' slogan >> then become ' musical~ chair ~ ' is so funny

haha

all of us scream it non stop XD

a lot happened last night

all memories are in my mind

and i still cant forget all the happiness

haha

but then... my dear wife betrays me...

haiz ... sob

but .. i got a ring from my new wife

wahahahaha

erm.. lol...

i also gave zhi xuan 2 rings written Z and X

haha

fortunately she likes it ~ phew~~

haha ..

thats all i wanna say

thx to this party

i forgot all my exam stress for whole night

XD haha

random pics

rainy day ~

fuh~ flood ?

red tanglung~

LEO ~

+ zx's hands XD

coconut tree~

><

genting ~

temple ~

x and y axis XD

she looks like ZX ><

was trying to take 'HIS' photo =3=

a guitar that.. doesnt belongs to me.... T^T

LOL ~ just wanna write something

well .. so many things happen these few days
and i cant remember all of it
i'll use this post to record all funny and amazing stuffs that happened

hmm.. 1st .. its all abt my dear classmate
my dear friend ~ JJ ~
haha she talked alot of funny things..
when she knows our English teacher is 23 years old
( many of my classmates think he's handsome , and all of us agreed that he looks like Mr. bean + Edward Cullen XD , MANDEEP is his name .. Man in the Deep ocean? haha )
she said .. 嫁得过。。。 hahaha
i guess all chinese students who heard what she said burst out laughing
XDDD damn funny

then the amazing part is
XXX 　has such a big house !!! OMG
exactly like the house we can see in movie or drama..
those houses are usually ... for those super rich people
and he also has a watch - designed phone
his watch looks like a watch
but actually.. it's a phone !! omg
can receive message and call people
OMG OMG ... this person keep giving surprise to me =.=
waliao ...

enough of that..
again i cant wait for tomorrow
cuz ZX is going to make a b'day party at her house
hehe~ of course im going
and alot of other friends are also going ~ hehe
this must be very fun XD
>< im going to give a useless present to her =3=
hope she wont mind ><

i wanna forget abt exam .. i hate exam .... .... T.T

16th ~Feb 2011

today is sooo special because i called many people on phone
haha ~
consider as many lah ~ cuz i usually wont pick up my phone so i also wont call anyone

was very moody at skul
all because i cant finish my homework
i have to keep copying from friends
borrow books from other people
borrow my own books to my friend
until i cant remember where is my book
my comprehension disappeared already .. im nt sure it is in my beg or not
mak borrowed it.. and == i dont remember that she gave back my book
well.. i hope i didnt lost my comprehension book

im not very happy at school today
haha ~ i suppose to feel a little bit more happy
cuz today is ZX and TY's birthday ><
haiz
nvm... all i want to say
HAPPY BIRTHDAY to ZX and TY ~
> <

anyone is using hotlink wants me to call u now ? haha
as it is before 12 am i can call anyone who's using hotlink
haha

13/2/11 nth speacial

valentine's day 2011

well~ today was a boring day
the most exciting part of today
hmmm.. i think it is the part where all my classmates, including me
scream over a frog XD
it was a .. big frog =.=
geli argh~ disgusting argh~
aiyoyo ~ > <
fortunately that frog didnt jump near to me or.. jump into my bag or whatever
haha
maybe i should kiss that ugly frog
hahaha~ maybe it will turn into a prince charming
hahaha ><
ok ~ unforgettable part of my life ==
so exciting LOL

so ... nothing else i can talk about today ~.~
kinda boring.... and i spend my lunch time ALONE with ZX
wahahaha
r u my valentine ? ZX? haha
and LEO's chocolate sale is this year..
so =3= dont have the valentine's day feel also around the skul
haha ~

nothing else i want to say .. i will end this here ><
**********************************************************




My insides all turned to ash, so slow
And blew away as I collapsed, so cold
A black wind took them away, from sight
And held the darkness over day, that night

And the clouds above move closer
Looking so dissatisfied
But the heartless wind kept blowing, blowing
I used to be my own protection, but not now
Cause my path had lost direction, somehow
A black wind took you away, from sight
And held the darkness over day, that night

And the clouds above move closer
Looking so dissatisfied
And the ground below grew colder
As they put you down inside
But the heartless wind kept blowing, blowing

So now you're gone, and I was wrong
I never knew what it was like, to be alone

On a Valentine's Day, on a Valentine's Day
On a Valentine's Day, on a Valentine's Day
On a Valentine's Day, on a Valentine's Day
(I used to be my own protection, but not now)
On a Valentine's Day, on a Valentine's Day
(Cause my mind has lost direction, somehow)
On a Valentine's Day, on a Valentine's Day
(I used to be my own protection, but not now)
On a Valentine's Day, on a Valentine's Day
(Cause my mind has lost direction, somehow)

the script - the man who can't be moved ♥

Going back to the corner where I first saw you,
Gonna camp in my sleeping bag I'm not gonna move,
Got some words on cardboard got your picture in my hand,
Saying if you see this girl can you tell her where I am,
Some try to hand me money they don't understand,
I'm not...broke I'm just a broken hearted man,
I know it makes no sense, but what else can I do,
How can I move on when I'm still in love with you...

Cos if one day you wake up and find that you're missing me,
And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I can be,
Thinking maybe you'll come back here to the place that we'd meet,
And you'd see me waiting for you on the corner of the street.

So I'm not moving...
I'm not moving.

Policeman says son you can't stay here,
I said there's someone I'm waiting for if it's a day, a month, a year,
Gotta stand my ground even if it rains or snows,
If she changes her mind this is the first place she will go.

Cos if one day you wake up and find that you're missing me,
And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I can be,
Thinking maybe you'll come back here to the place that we'd meet,
And you'd see me waiting for you on the corner of the street.

So I'm not moving...
I'm not moving.

I'm not moving...
I'm not moving.

People talk about the guy
Who's waiting on a girl...
Oohoohwoo
There are no holes in his shoes
But a big hole in his world...
Hmmmm

and maybe I'll get famous as man who can't be moved,
And maybe you won't mean to but you'll see me on the news,
And you'll come running to the corner...
Cos you'll know it's just for you

I'm the man who can't be moved
I'm the man who can't be moved...

Cos if one day you wake up and find that you're missing me,
And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I can be,
Thinking maybe you'll come back here to the place that we'd meet,
And you'd see me waiting for you on the corner of the street.
[Repeat in background]

So I'm not moving...
I'm not moving.

I'm not moving...
I'm not moving.

Going back to the corner where I first saw you,
Gonna camp in my sleeping bag not I'm not gonna move.



Jacinta explained this song to me >>
a man broke up wif his gf,then he lost all her contacts,coz she went sumwhere else,he duno where she is, no address , no numbers
So,he went to the place they first met,hoping she'll find him again
coz he still loves her,so he's nt moving....
coz whenevr she passes by...she'll find him there...waiting for her only
he hopes she'll remember that place

♥

The script - Breakeven

I'm still alive but I'm barely breathing
Just prayed to a god that I don't believe in
Cos I got tI'me while she got freedom
Cos when a heart breaks no it don't break even

Her best days will be some of my worst
She finally met a man thats gonna put her 1st
While I'm wide awake she's no trouble sleeping
Cos when a heart breaks no it don't breakeven

What am I suppose to do when the best part of me was always you
What am I suppose to say when I'm all choked up and your ok
I'm falling to pieces
I'm falling to pieces

They say bad things happen for a reason
But not wise words gonna stop the bleeding
Cos she's moved on while I'm still grieving
Cos when a heart breaks no it don't breakeven

What am I suppose to do when the best part of me was always you
What am I suppose to say when I'm all choked up and your ok
I'm falling to pieces
I'm falling to pieces
(one still in love while the other ones leaving
Cos when a heart breaks no it don't breakeven)

You got his heart and my heart and none of the pain
You took your suitcase, I took the blame.
Now I'm tryna make sense of what little remains
Cos you left me with no love, no love to my name.

I'm still alive but I'm barely breathing
Just prayed to a god that I don't believe in
Cos I got tI'me while she got freedom
Cos when a heart breaks no it don't break even

What am I gonna do when the best part of me was always you
What am I suppose to say when I'm all choked up and your ok
I'm falling to pieces
I'm falling to pieces
(one still in love while the other ones leaving
Cos when a heart breaks no it don't breakeven)

[ Secondhand Serenade]

The best thing about tonight's that we're not fighting
Could it be that we have been this way before?
I know you don't think that I am trying
I know you're wearing thin down to the core

But hold your breath
Because tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you over again
Don't make me change my mind

Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you's impossible to find
You're impossible to find

This is not what I intended
I always swore to you I'd never fall apart
You always thought that I was stronger
I may have failed, but I have loved you from the start

Ohh, but hold your breath
Because tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you over again
Don't make me change my mind

Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you's impossible to find
It's impossible

So breathe in so deep
Breathe me in, I'm yours to keep
And hold on to your words 'cause talk is cheap
And remember me tonight when you're asleep

Because tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you over again
Don't make me change my mind

Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you's impossible to find

Tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you over again
Don't make me change my mind

Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you's impossible to find
You're impossible to find






I'm feeling distracted
And likewise attracted
To all the things that you let me know
To all the things that you can't let go

You're waiting for friction
The empty addiction
Is forcing me to intervene
Let's break out of this scene

I know I'm not alone
I'm not the only one who is broken
And I know I'll never let you go
I could watch the world pass by
Just as long as it's you and I

You and I
I watch you take over
I'll give you this offer
Take my hand and we will run away
Leave behind our past to stay
Decaying till its rotten
We'll have long forgotten
The memories that will haunt your heart

Let's tear this town apart
I know I'm not alone
I'm not the only one who is broken
And I know I'll never let you go
I could watch the world pass by
Just as long as it's you and I
You and I

We watched the world go by
(But if it's you and I)
Then we will never die
(No we can never die)
We watch the world go by
But if it's you and I
Then we will never die

I know I'm not alone
I'm not the only one who is broken
And I know I'll never let you go
I could watch the world pass by
Just as long as it's you and I
You and I
I know I'm not alone
I'm not the only one who is broken
And I know I'll never let you go
I could watch the world pass by
Just as long as it's you and I
You and I...



Waiting for your call, I'm sick, call I'm angry
call I'm desperate for your voice
Listening to the song we used to sing
In the car, do you remember
Butterfly, Early Summer
It's playing on repeat, Just like when we would meet
Like when we would meet

Cause I was born to tell you I love you
and I am torn to do what I have to, to make you mine
Stay with me tonight

Stripped and polished, I am new, I am fresh
I am feeling so ambitious, you and me, flesh to flesh
Cause every breath that you will take
when you are sitting next to me
will bring life into my deepest hopes, What's your fantasy?
(What's your, what's your, what's your...)

Cause I was born to tell you I love you
and I am torn to do what I have to, to make you mine
Stay with me tonight

And I'm tired of being all alone, and this solitary moment makes me want to come back home
x4
(I know everything you wanted isn't anything you have)

Cause I was born to tell you I love you
and I am torn to do what I have to, to make you mine
Stay with me tonight

Cause I was born to tell you I love you
and I am torn to do what I have to, to make you mine
Stay with me tonight
(I know everything you wanted isn't anything you have)

CNY without CNY feel ~.~

我会这样讲的主要原因是
我才收到了两个红包T.T
怎么回事
不是我的错
没拜年，就没红包
唉~~~~~ 一切不是掌握在我手中
是掌握在父母手中
他们去哪里我就跟~

团圆饭~ 昨天吃了
哈哈~ 也没什么特别
就自己一家人吃~
没跟亲戚一起
用手吃饭还蛮爽的
其实是懒惰啦
吃掉了一大堆动物的尸体
愧疚愧疚
哈哈
再一次佩服妈妈的厨艺

今天~
由于前一天3点凌晨才睡
结果跟妹妹睡到10才起身
去了一趟金龙山~~
好久没来过了
今天这里可说是热闹非凡
人潮汹涌、人山人海
耳朵有一点点受损
舞狮的‘乐器’
真的很大声

在家过年真的有点不习惯
以前都会回外公家~
见一见亲戚朋友
还有~~讨红包~！ 哈哈
突然很想念表兄弟姐妹
哈哈
我要骑脚车
我要在屋外逛来逛去
=3=


新的一年
祝大家~ 今年比去年好~ 而且要越来越好
哈哈~ 身体健康
心想事成