cant believe that i cry at skul 28/1

Ponggal ！！ 害我哭了一整个早上！！
还弄到整身烟味

一整个活动
说来话长
早上进礼堂
好不容易找到了队友
等了好久好久
同组的马来人上台拿那个。。。锅？
他竟然选了一个超丑的
哈哈~

重点是今天学校有一大堆奇装异服的人
哈哈~ 印度人和马来人大部分都穿传统服装
华人嘛。。。就三个女生穿旗袍


等了好久
老师就来讲解怎样煮那。。。ponggal?
先放milk进去
然后等它滚
然后再加其他的东西
= =

去到gelanggang tennis
300个人挤在这里
选到了中间第二个位子


原来生火是这么难的一件事
放了火种 （白色的！！）（第一次见！！）
然后放树枝
还要自己去捡木材！！ 炸死= =

然后~点火咯~
火点了又息
唉~ 超难的

最后~ 还是滚不起来
我不会用火啦！！

跟我同组的shoebini
是比我先‘哭’的
本来以为没什么
过没多久我的眼泪就流了下来
哈哈 很辣咧


整个活动下来。。。
有学到一些东西啦
他们的ponggal的意思是好像。。
好运~gud luck酱

然后~ 玩火也很好玩下啦~
就这样= =

cant wait for tomorrow ~

用火柴生火！！！ 哈哈
期待期待~
兴奋~~
本来以为明天是进礼堂玩~浪费时间的
原来这不懂叫什么活动的
有生火煮东西
对，好像是煮牛奶
牛奶先滚的组赢＝＝
共有100组（好多）
一组三个人
马来人，印度人，华人各一人
= =~ ＯＮＥ　ＭＡＬＡＹＳＩＡ～～
哈哈

讲了那么久
这是ｐｅｓｔａ　ｐｏｎｇｇａｌ
我活了十六年
第一次听说这节日

祝我好运吧～
祝我不会把学校给烧了
不喜欢学校的人
可以谢谢我如果我真的烧了学校


～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～
｛　今天看到他了～ｈａｈａ　爽！！　｝

talking to the grass 25/1/11

yep ! went to skul with M size shirt

wth ~ too large lah .. i look weird T^T~

nvm ~ stay in dewan almost whole day ~

kursus pengawas wa..

first

teacher asked us to talk to grass!!

what lah.. must go to padang ,

cannot lalu kawawsan blok

=.=

then , talk to the grass : i'm just a normal prefect today

=.= im normal prefect all the time lah

ok ~ teacher made us behave like mad ppl ~ haha

then we plucked the grass

then ~ went back to dewan

kept the grass in my purse ==

then.. they gave us balloon

with a small piece of paper in it

then .. blow it ~

and then ~ burst it

my paper is AYAM ==

then change change change and change

i change frm ayam > itik

we form a group by animal's name

itik > duck > quack ~

we need to make that quack voice

every group nid to make their animal's voice

gorilla and frog's voice very funny ~

im in the same group with chimi , poi yee, rui yee , adrain , francisca , yee heng ...

thats all i can remember ><

glad that many friends are in the same group with me :D

went back to lab because today our class need to do experiment

again i want to say ~ 神奇啊~~~

the naphthalene's temperature will keep constant at certain time~~

神奇神奇~~！！

just love to do experiment XD

那naphthalene 从像盐的样子

变成粘稠状

然后再熔掉

最后变成透明的水酱~

冷却的时候

又会变干

神奇神奇

一整天下来

我也不懂我学了什么

哈哈~

一天不用进班

又有奖状

算好了啦~哈哈

只是礼堂很热

不舒服啦。。。

L0V3 part 3

我喜欢你
我可以凭一时的冲动
为你做好多好多的事
不计较你是否喜欢我
我不敢爱你
因为如果爱你
我会期望你为我做同样的事
时间久了我会不平衡

我喜欢你
我可以傻傻地喜欢着你
我不敢爱你
因为我认为爱
是相互的

我喜欢你
我就可以很激情地疯狂地
我不敢爱你
因为爱太理智
我总会在对比中迷失自己

我喜欢你
那我就可以默默地
偶尔跳出来吓你一跳
我不敢爱你
因为爱需要一直好好表现
永远捏住你的心
我暂时还没有那个自信

我喜欢你
所以我才会默默地不作声
不期待你的音信
我不敢爱你
因为爱的要求总是太多
我没有资格要求什么

我喜欢你
但我不敢爱你

♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

Back to December- Taylor Swift

I'm so glad you made time to see me.
How's life, tell me how's your family?
I haven't seen them in a while.
You've been good, busier then ever.
We small talk, work and the weather
Your guard is up and I know why.

Cause the last time you saw me
Is still burned in the back of your mind.
You gave me roses and I left them there to die.

So this is me swallowing my pride,
Standing in front of you saying I'm sorry for that night,
And I go back to December all the time.
Turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you,
Wishing that I realized what I had when you were mine.
I'd go back to December, turn around and make it all right.
I go back to December all the time.

These days I haven't been sleeping
Staying up playing back myself leaving,
When your birthday passed and I didn't call.
And I think about summer, all the beautiful times
I watched you laughing from the passenger side
Realized that I loved you in the fall.
Then the cold came, the dark days when fear crept into my mind.
You gave me all your love and all I gave you was goodbye.

So this is me swallowing my pride,
Standing in front of you saying I'm sorry for that night.
And I go back to December all the time.
Turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you,
Wishing that I realized what I had when you were mine.
I'd go back to December turn around and change my own mind.
I go back to December all the time

I miss your tan skin, your sweet smile, so good to me, so right,
And how you held me in your arms that September night,
The first time you ever saw me cry.
Maybe this is wishful thinking,
Probably mindless dreaming
If we loved again I swear I'd love you right.

I'd go back in time and change it but I can't
So if the chain is on your door, I understand.

But this is me swallowing my pride,
Standing in front of you saying I'm sorry for that night,
And I go back to December.
Turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you,
Wishing that I realized what I had when you were mine.
I'd go back to December turn around and make it alright.
I'd go back to December turn around and change my own mind.
I go back to December all the time.

All the time

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

love ~ part 2

抱歉
我不完美
时间久了
你会发现
我其实很爱生气跟胡闹

抱歉
我不完美
缠着你
问着你
一遍又一遍‘爱不爱我’

抱歉
我不完美
随时都会因为一些事情
让你给我解释

抱歉
我不完美
懦弱
怕失去你
也总要你
承诺你不会离开我

抱歉
我不完美
我胡闹跟蛮不讲理
都是因为在乎
在乎你胜于理智
大吵大闹以后
也会自责
为什么不能包容一点

你对我来说
很重要
因为重要
所以放弃了很多朋友

我习惯了那么多你的习惯
就再也习惯不了没有你以后的习惯

请你原谅我的不完美

wahahaha~ get scolded by teachers XD

erm.. i know this is weird

why teacher scold u but u r still happy?

haha

><>

feel proud when teachers scold me

gilernye == proud?

erm.. TODAY 21of JAN !! Finally get canned by teacher

i cant remember when was the last time i get canned by teacher

erm.. last time standard 2 when i cant memorize times table?

yea .. maybe

get canned by Rahim~ lol.. because i didnt bring komsas teks book to school

== what lah .. my bag very heavy jor .. still wants me to bring it everyday meh ?

haha ~ ok lo ~ suan lo ~

XD

this is the most crazy part for today

next thing is the moment with zx , chin hao , jacinta , rong feng at kfc

( didnt insert khai en and mei ting cause they came very very late ) haha

first time talking to chin hao ==

what i think of him ? >>> ==

y always show the same expression

others are laughing non stop

but he can tahan .. never laugh == juz smile only

walao A

so geng ==

jacinta fake lah

said dun wanna come but finally also came

ahaha~ i know lah

u miss me too much

wahaha ...

more details abt this lunch at kfc ==

refer to zx's blog ! haha

tats all for today's post

****************************************************

Perli~ 19th of Jan

perli 是我家的宠物啦~

昨天是它的生日

当然==没怎么庆祝

哈哈

狗又不能吃蛋糕啦~哈哈

虽然是去年才领养它~

不过还是很喜欢它~

可爱啊~

多了它家里比较有生气~

哈哈

回到家的时候它会很兴奋地冲上来

哈哈~

回到家都会被它迎接

一天的疲累都减了一半

总之就是很爱它~ 哈哈

得空没事做的时候还可以去抱她

毛茸茸的

很好抱啊~~~~

哈哈

欺负它也很好玩

拿食物来引它

然后不给它~ 哈哈

今年五岁了

对狗的年龄来讲

它已经是老狗了

唉~

祈祷它别那么快离开我们

已经习惯了有它的陪伴

要是有一天它不在了

我一定会不习惯

如果让给别人养的话会很不舍得

死掉的话我应该会哭

最后~ 我要说~

perli 啊~ 我爱你~~~~

songs ~ XD THE INVISIBLE

watched The Invisible few days ago ~
and i found some nice songs ( soundtrack ) from this movie~

i love this song very much~ so sweet~

Love of mine some day you will die
But I'll be close behind
I'll follow you into the dark

No blinding light or tunnels to gates of white
Just our hands clasped so tight
Waiting for the hint of a spark
If heaven and hell decide
That they both are satisfied
Illuminate the no's on their vacancy signs

If there's no one beside you
When your soul embarks
Then I'll follow you into the dark

In Catholic school as vicious as Roman rule
I got my knuckles brusied by a lady in black
And I held my toungue as she told me
"Son fear is the heart of love"
So I never went back

If heaven and hell decide
That they both are satisfied
Illuminate the no's on their vacancy signs

If there's no one beside you
When your soul embarks
Then I'll follow you into the dark

You and me have seen everything to see
From Bangkok to Calgary
And the soles of your shoes are all worn down
The time for sleep is now
It's nothing to cry about
Cause we'll hold each other soon
The blackest of rooms

If heaven and hell decide
That they both are satisfied
Illuminate the no's on their vacancy signs

If there's no one beside you
When your soul embarks
Then I'll follow you into the dark
Then I'll follow you into the dark

and this is the ROCK style song ~

weheee~ still like it very much ~

and this song~ GLOOMY type~

like like like !!

[ hey ~ dont die ~ open your eyes , dont DIE ]

[ hope no one will say this to me .. i dun wanna die yet .. although theres so much of stress ]

orange Oranges ==

stupid topic ~
yea ~ first time im selling mandarin orange for LEO club
at the beginning .. Wen Ting said everyone need to sell at least 5 oranges
but then ! today morning ! the president said ! every person need to sell at least 10 !!
and this stupid rule is making LEO club members fight each other
BUY FROM ME !! buy from me !! << thats what always happen ==
mampus saya X.X
ten leh...
frm where i can get my customer? T^T

ok lah..
go and beg my friends to buy from me
haha~ when i ask who wants to buy in my class
feel like every chinese is LEO club member==
ok suan... then go out and walk around with xuan when Rahim didnt enter class
and met Yi Xian ~ the treasurer of persatuan agama buddha
haha.. im nt sure that person is him or not when i saw him
but .. dunno why i blocked him and ask : r u the treasurer of buddha?
== .. lol.. fortunately i didnt got the wrong person
and guess what next ? promote the orange lah of course.. lol

then ~ now im selling it
i gonna say : PLS BUY FROM ME !!
i need it.. i need to sell at least ten ..
anyone interested .. please contact me .. T^T

this orange is nicely wrapped ,
and we will help u send it ,
with a greeting card / paper on it
RM 1.50.. help me wei....

LOVE ~

For you i would
climb the highest mountain peak
swim the deepest ocean
your LOVE I do seek

For you i would
cross the river most wide
walk the hottest desert sand
to have you by my side

For you are the one
who makes me whole
you captured ... my heart
and touched my soul

For you are the one
God sent form above
the angel I needed
for whom I do love

Your kisses still linger
your whisper softly echo
this is the place
where a part of you will
forever be apart of me

Don't leave the one you leave for the one you like
because the one you like will leave you for the one they love

You ask me the moon, I'll give you also the sun
You ask me the earth, I'll give you also the Mars
you ask 1, I'll give you 100
but u ask me to leave, I'll give you anything but don't ask me to leave you
because I really , really love you

[HQ] 看月亮爬上来 MV - Jason 张杰

失眠的夜漫漫飘过来
想念的心没什么阻碍
好像听说最近你也在失眠
一个人发呆

喜欢你笑得像个小孩
想每天和你粘在一块
听一首老歌就会流泪的女孩
没我可怎么办

我们一起看 月亮爬上来
你也在失眠想着你的最爱
我们一起看 月亮爬上来
你也在失眠想有美好未来

我们一起看 月亮爬上来
你也在失眠谁在为谁等待
我们一起看 月亮爬上来
失眠的夜爱的人会不会向你告白
喜欢你笑得像个小孩
想每天和你粘在一块
听一首老歌就会流泪的女孩
没我可怎么办

我们一起看 月亮爬上来
你也在失眠想着你的最爱
我们一起看 月亮爬上来
你也在失眠想有美好未来

我们一起看 月亮爬上来
你也在失眠谁在为谁等待
我们一起看 月亮爬上来
失眠的夜爱的人会不会向你告白

我们一起看 月亮爬上来
你也在失眠想着你的最爱
我们一起看 月亮爬上来
你也在失眠想有美好未来

我们一起看 月亮爬上来
你也在失眠谁在为谁等待
我们一起看 月亮爬上来
失眠的夜爱的人会不会向你告白

♥ 好喜欢这首歌的感觉哦~
甜蜜啊~ 哈哈~ 不过这首歌没很红。。
不过是我喜欢的类型 ♥

2011 .. T^T pls dont cry

对啦~ 我也没什么好写的
大部分能写的应该就是学校的事情咯~
今天，算是。。蛮难忘的啦。。。
两个朋友哭了
为的就是不想换班
事情是这样的

下课走去bilik disiplin 的时候V 就告诉我说 ZX 和 GAI 好像哭了
我的反应是 蛤 了一下然后继续前往BD
走进去。。　看到ＺＸ　啊。。　没错。。　她哭过　＝＝
没办法。。　我又不会安慰人。。。　也不懂该说什么
看到她的时候。。　也差不多哭够了吧
ＺＸ　：　下次再有机会看到你哭，　我会说我的肩膀借你靠
哈哈

后来上厕所的时候又遇见ＧＧ
没错。。　一样哭过。。　
又再次不知道该说什么
唉
好没用

刚刚想了想
其实我可以说：你们上来也好啊，　可以陪我嘛，我一个人跟印度人坐，很可怜咧
哈哈
我知道，　你们很喜欢你们目前的班，不过我也想你们来陪我啊～

学校也真是的，上了一整个星期的课，人家早就习惯别班的气氛了
突然又要人换班，又要重新适应过
很可怜下咧。。。。

重点我想说：希望你们两个别再哭啦。。。　你们笑的样子比较好看
哈哈～　

BACK TO SKUL OF TERROR !!

yea ~ haha
im back to school again..
day 1 and day 2~ stay in dewan.. shuang lah.. cuz ruby is beside of me .. then i ply with them like crazy insane ppl~ hahaha~ even teachers always say : i feel that diamond and the good classes are so noisy , dont understand teachers talking ~ hahaha
ok lah~ v r active mah~ v likes to talk .. so to my dearest teacher.. can you just leave us noisy a little bit? haha

then .. 'kuai le de shi guang . zhong shi guo de te bie kuai ' happy time passes sooo .. fast.. need to go to classroom.. i mean cabin? then.. cant chat with 38 frens T^T
and.. im sitting with Amrita.. T^T .. erm.. im not that close with her.. and.. i dont have anything to talk to her.. ... time in class room really tortures me..
erm...

and today~ some of my teachers already start teaching.. Math teacher is Catherine~ wow~ hahaha~ but i like her teaching way~ at least i can understand what she's talking about.. this year's teachers are really better than my last year's teacher... XD
hope i can learn well lah..

and next.. the tuition stuff.. need to go to rawang almost everyday for the tuition.. tiring leh.. T^T haiz