Wednesday, 13 April 2011

tilu ~ diam-diam ~



found a nice malay song :D

wajah yang tampan
sungguh menawan
dan juga kaya
ku suka dia
tak banyak gaya sungguh sederhana
baik budinya juga bahasanya

saat kau menghampiri diriku
ku ingin engkau tahu
sebenarnya aku

*chorus*
diam-diam
aku jatuh hati padamu
ku ingin kau tahu
diam-diam
aku jatuh hati padamu
ku ingin kau tahu



Enrique Iglesias- HERO




Would you dance, if l asked you to dance?

Would you run, and never look back?

Would you cry, if you saw me crying?

And would you save my soul, tonight?

Would you tremble, if I touched your lips?

Would you laugh? Oh please tell me this.

Now would you die, for the one you loved?

Hold me in your arms, tonight.



I can be your hero, baby.

I can kiss away the pain.

I will stand by you forever.

You can take my breath away.

Would you swear, that you'll always be mine?

Or would you lie?

would you run and hide?

Am I in too deep? Have I lost my mind?

I don't care...You're here tonight.



I can be your hero, baby.

I can kiss away the pain.

I will stand by you forever.

You can take my breath away.



Oh, I just want to hold you.

I just want to hold you.

Am I in too deep?

Have I lost my mind?

I don't care...You're here tonight.



I can be your hero, baby.

I can kiss away the pain.

I will stand by your forever.

You can take my breath away.



I can be your hero.

I can kiss away the pain.

And I will stand by you forever.

You can take my breath away.

You can take my breath away.


I can be your hero.




Saturday, 9 April 2011

掩饰

我笑的时候
不一定开心
我不说话的时候
也不一定是在不开心
哈哈

自卑
是一直以来
无时无刻都陪伴着我的。。朋友?

可能会有人说
你的成绩又不算很烂
你自卑什么

那就不说我那不上不下的成绩

从其它方面来讲吧
慧敏这个人
其实
很没用
没什么特长
什么都不会似的
笨手笨脚
经常摔东西。。(不小心的啦)

容易感觉到很压力
可能老师说要写一篇作文
可能有口试的时候
就会觉得很压力
目前最大的压力
来自于辩论的练习。。。
一个星期一次
为了辩论的练习,感觉自己一直都活在压力下
哈哈
其他人不见得会像我这样

其实
压力最大的来源
应该就是因为
自己太没用了
去年参加
到今年还是没进步
想东西不够快
讲话的表达能力不好
容易紧张
我会做的。。应该只有念稿吧
给我一篇稿
然后读出来。。。配一点点动作跟眼神交流
应该。。。应该。。没问题吧。。。

目前老师把辩论练习搞到好像比赛酱。。
我的位置是盘问。。
要问对方问题
结果。。 我搞砸了
问得很乱
讲不出话似的
完全没水准
很差。。。
如果我能做得更好一点
或者
我这组不会输得那么惨。。

星期三又要再比了。。
唉~
我的表现应该不会进步

跟我同组的。。。
我觉得。你们都做得很好
(整组人里面我是拖油瓶)
加油吧
靠你们了
哈哈。。。。






Monday, 4 April 2011

Lifehouse - Broken

The broken clock is a comfort, it helps me sleep tonight Maybe it can stop tomorrow from stealing all my time I am here still waiting though i still have my doubts I am damaged at best, like you've already figured out I'm falling apart, I'm barely breathing With a broken heart that's still beatingIn the pain there is healing In your name I find meaning So I'm holdin' on, I'm holdin' on, I'm holdin' on I'm barely holdin' on to you The broken locks were a warning you got inside my head I tried my best to be guarded, I'm an open book instead I still see your reflection inside of my eyes That are looking for a purpose, they're still looking for life I'm falling apart, I'm barely breathing with a broken heart that's still beating In the pain there is healing In your name I find meaning So I'm holdin' on, I'm holdin' on, I'm holdin' on I'm barely holdin' on to you I'm hangin' on another day Just to see what you will throw my way And I'm hanging on to the words you say You said that I will be ok The broken lights on the freeway left me here alone I may have lost my way now, haven't forgotten my way home

Sunday, 3 April 2011

Plain White T's - Rhythm Of Love



plain white t's rhythm of love with lyrics, enjoy
My head is stuck in the clouds
She begs me to come down
Says "Boy quit foolin' around"
I told her "I love the view from up here
The warm sun and wind in my ear
We'll watch the world from above
As it turns to the rhythm of love"
We may only have tonight
But till the morning sun you're mine all mine
Play the Music low and sway to the rhythm of love
My heart beats like a drum
A guitar string to the strum
A beautiful song to be sung
She's got blue eyes deep like the sea
That roll back when she's laughing at me
She rises up like the tide
The moment her lips meet mine
We may only have tonight
But till the morning sun you're mine all mine
Play the Music low and sway to the rhythm of love
When the moon is low
We can dance in slow motion
And all your tears will subside
All your tears will dry
And long after I've gone
You'll still be humming along
And I will keep you in my mind
The way you make love so fine
We may only have tonight
But till the morning sun you're mine all mine



Saturday, 2 April 2011

first term - Result

haih... ~
dunno what to do with my result..
so far .. i already got all my result ..except for BC ><
and... i'm happy with my result
although cannot consider as VERY good result..
but im satisfied .. cuz i passed subjects that i think i might fail it..
> < the highest mark is for maths..
and i finally got 80+ for english ~
haha...
hopefully.. my BC result wont b too worse...

what i need to do now?
work hard for the next exam..
haih .. so stressed...
except going to school..
i still spend a lot of time going for tuition...
haih ...
i remember i told my parents : i will stop attending tuition for subjects that im okay with ...
but .. i dunno which i shud stop
cuz.. i need every tuition...
T^T i think .. the only tuition that i can stop .. is sej...

haih........


* untitled * 无题

不知道要用英文来写还是用华语
华语好像很慢
没关系
用华语吧
哈哈
就当作在写周记吧

我的巡查员工作
那天看到了一些学生的资料
发现原来。。还蛮多学生家里有些问题的
> < 当我看到一些认识的人
其实可能是单亲或者是孤儿的时候
有点吓到。。。
接着就是反省自己,也不是反省啦
就是会觉得自己其实算是蛮幸运的
毕竟自己没这些问题要担心
哈哈。。。

辩论
最令我头痛的问题
要反驳,要自己想一大堆理由
真的挺难的
星期三练习的时候
有一次竟然被叫到第一个发言
= = 结果什么都讲不出来
。。。。。。。。。。。
习惯接别人的话
突然要我开头。。真的没活说
不过如果我有本事反驳得很好
辩论是很刺激的~ 哈哈

星期五突然的一个开会
搞到要2点半才可以离开学校。。好迟。。。
几个辩论队的队友哭了
也不知道是怎么回事
是被老师的话弄哭的??
到现在我还不知道答案。。。。

捐款
pandu puteri 的主席突然丢了一个‘铁桶’给我和芷璇。。。
是为日本地震筹款的
先在自己班先走来走去讨钱。。发现
每个人都会捐一些钱的。。
哈哈
不过最令我佩服的是
我课室对面隔壁的5diamond
他们都捐一令吉纸币的咧~~~
佩服。。好有爱心。。哈哈

科学实验!
星期四的时候bio 跟chem 同时要做peka实验
先讲chem... 很神奇~~~很美啊~
那不懂什么。。 magnesium烧起来的时候
整组人不禁赞叹起来~
哈哈
很像夕阳一样的颜色。。真的很美><
所以。。。我最爱的还是做实验
哈哈~

bio 的也不错
potato 被弄成一小条以小条
然后浸在不同浓度的sucrose solution 里面
量之前和之后的重量
哈哈
很亏心的就是。。。有一个petri dish...被打烂了> <



布告板
第一次尝试到了不知课外活动布告板的机会
一直以来==
都没什么职位
所以。。都不关我的事的。。
哈哈
我有参与的就是pandu puteri 还有佛学会的布告板。。。
哈哈。。很废

愚人节!!~
今年也没玩到。。
哈哈
只知道一直有人跟我讲
你鞋带脱了
听来听去都一样的
今年的愚人节过得很显。。。


就写这么多
很闷,也没什么特别的一篇文章
写,也只是为了记录一下最近发生的事。。。
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